Saturday, September 23, 2006

birthday night out on Frenchman






Veda arriving at her surprise bday party, (arranged by her husband), that she almost didn't show up for! Also, since its my and Nasia's birthday too, (she's coming in behind Veda in the picture), and Audrey's on the day after, we all enjoyed the party as if it were our own. Lots of creative, intense people who do not follow a "normal" path in life born on this day, along with Ray Charles, John Coltrane, and New Orleans creatives like Earl Turbinton and Alison Miner .



on our way in to hear John Boutte at dba on our birthday.








Audrey, Dar, Veda and Nasia- birthdays on September 23 for D,V,N and September 24 for A-note the large amount of money Veda has gathered in the New Orleans birthday tradition (pinned -or stapled in this case- on our shirts by well wishers)- beat us all out by a bunch!

Happy Day


In 1969 or 1970, I remember sitting on my front porch on Woodford in Lakewood Ohio, on September 23. I watched the leaves start to fall, felt the brisk air, heard my family inside preparing for an event, and thought- I am happy.
I have remembered that day all these years because it was the first time I remember expressing that idea in my head, (and realizing that happiness was within my reach) and because the 23rd of September is my birthday.
I am not telling my readers this so that in the next few weeks I can receive congrats and free drinks- I am someone who tells very few people about the day, because I think it is my day, to celebrate in my way, rather than expect others to find money to spend on something I don't really need anyway.
I am sharing this because it is my day of reflection every year, and it seems to me that this year I have much more to reflect on than almost any other. I am now 42 years old, and feel better about myself and my life choices than I have in many years. I am able to look back on events I have been changed by and see all the positive aspects of those events and changes, and very few of the negative ones.
Why is this ability here now?
I believe it is because of August 29 2005, and the humanity that was shown to me afterwards. Some of what is in my personal kaleidoscope: I left town with 4 other friends last August and stayed in Memphis for a few days with them. We were able to go thru the horror together, ask favors of each other and to become better friends because of it. I went to my sister Angel's after leaving them, and was able to just drive up there and know she had room for me and would expect me. She and my nephew Conner were incredible for the 2 months I stayed. Offers poured in from friends everywhere to stay with them, including a old high school friend I had lost touch with. Two of my friends, Kristin and Jennifer- who go way back with me- were again there for me while I was back in Ohio. I came back to many offers of housing, I took up 2 offers from friends, my boss and our then market manager at the markets. I could not have made it without their help in those first few months. My neighbors offered me space to put a trailer; I would have had to leave my neighborhood while my landlady remodeled our apartments without that offer. Friends walk my bayou dog, Maddie, when I am out of town for work, so she can be comfortable in her area and not have to leave it. People offered me free clothes, shoes, dinners, anything else they had. I am throwing my second Dark and Stormy cocktail party on a concrete patio in a still quiet section of MidCity, and I know 7-15 people will show up to have a good time and relax without too much effort being made by me or others.
Many friends who had to exile themselves have kept in touch with warm words of encouragement and news, while others come back to visit or to try to live here again.We laugh and cry when we need to, and no one thinks any badly of us for having those emotions living so close to the surface. We are in touch with our connections to our family, friends and neighbors and new friends and we are doing better than many other people in this country because of that.
I am happy to be 42, in New Orleans and surrounded by so many kooky, creative, determined oddballs who I call my community near and far.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

August 29, 2006



Jonathan's tribute (above) on August 29, 2006 on the bayou where so many were stranded without food or water for days a year before.

and my New Orleans Network blog entry for that day (below):

Hagan Avenue people Volume 25
Tuesday, August 29 2006
As I sit in my office between bursts of activity to help set up the farmers market, I am torn between joy at a beautiful morning among friends and incredible sadness (tears being wiped away furtively) at who and what is not here. I write to you, my friends in exile, and friends and family in other places who offered your help when I was in exile, to exhort you to remember us today and all of this week.

For today, at 6:10 am, we start to relive the nightmare we went through last year. We remember screaming at the television, spending days and weeks on our useless mobile phone looking for lost people, our mounting anger at the powers in our government that hold OUR money and OUR resources and refused to use them to rescue our people and our horror when we did return and view the wreckage.
In some form, this can happen to any city or region, including yours. And, when it does, the same unfeeling delayed response from a massive government will kill innocent neighbors of yours and destroy all that you and yours have thoughtfully and carefully built, so take care and listen to what we are seeing and doing here.
I woke up in my FEMA trailer today, walked outside and was glad to see a beautiful sunrise while walking my dog on the bayou. Within a block, I saw 2 tributes to the fallen: a neighbor has a paper hurricane with black wreathed around it on his front lawn.
a neighbor, who had been trapped in the house next door by water during, had floated a wooden HELP sign covered with flowers on the bayou.
I cry now when I think of it. I expect to see many more tributes today. I expect to see and hear anger, silly jokes and grateful faces that are walking around the city rebuilding.
What I hope is that all of you keep telling your friends and family that we are worth your money and care. We are thankful to all that helped and do help, but we are also growing angry at the response that we have had enough help. This is not a tragedy that is over; bodies are still being discovered, the government is still withholding the promised help that we need and insurance companies are still denying claims for people who paid their bills for years. We are still waking up everyday, walking our dogs, and then, with a sigh, going back to rebuilding our beautiful city.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Try the Natchez Trace



on my trip to Ohio this summer, I passed through the Natchez Trace Parkway which is a delight to traverse. Historically important, green and quiet. Boatmen would float down to New Orleans, sell their items and their boat and walk back to Ohio, Tenessee and Kentucky on this old native trail. You get to travel from the austroriparian zone into the eastern forest zone which is interesting to see in this old way. Click on the picture to read the imaginative prose....

Budd, George, Marilyn

These names reflect a wondrous thing; people who had moved away before and directly after the storm who have just moved back to New Orleans. Let me tell you a bit about them, so you can see how fabulous it is that they came back.

Budd and George (Amy George Hirons is her real name, we call her George) had moved away in July of 2005, way up to Lexington Kentucky, where George could use that advanced degree of hers. I saw them twice during the levee break year, both times while I was in Ohio to visit friends and family. They seemed a bit out of place up there, but okay. Then came the news: George got a gig at Tulane and so they were coming back. Not just that, but they have reported to us that they're bringing a baby-in-training, due in 6-7 months!

Marilyn stayed in Austin after the levee breaks to find a nursing home for her aged father, where and her partner Anna Maria, had lived previously. They had just sold their home in Lakeview in July of 2005, and had moved into a second story apartment in MidCity. (Anna Maria's family lost 11 homes in Lakeview, and at last count, 9 were not going back to Lakeview.) Anna Maria came back right away to do her important work of mental health counseling, and to support her many family members struggle to reclaim some part of their past and decide on a future.

Both of these couples are active in the local food movement; Budd and George are founding members and much of the driving force behind the movement for cooperative food stores and mobile markets in the city. Even in Ky, they remained active in our struggle to find the right path, emailing us with logical and emotional exhortations to continue on the right path.
Budd will probably become the first employee of the NOLA Food Coop, when the grant monies come in later this year to start building the mobile markets. Budd is a computer guy, so he has built fantastic sites and forums for us (as well as running the buying club we founded), while George has become our institutional memory, secretary and a bold organizing force.

Marilyn and Anna Maria brought food security issues to the forefront of organizing in New Orleans back in 2002 when they moved here. They brought a bunch of us together to start talking about food access in our area, and through those meetings, I met some absolutely amazing people and learned tons about organizing around food. Marilyn has always been our emotional center in the meetings (and in the organization that was founded from those, New Orleans Food and Farm Network), while Anna Maria is the workhorse and the logical one. They work well as a team at NOFFN, unusual for a couple.

They bought another house in July of 2006; on Bienville Avenue, in a formerly flooded area across from Mercy. They were among the first in that area, and will bring a serenity and hope to their neighbors lives when they return or move in new. Their new house is 6 blocks from my trailer, and makes me feel better knowing they're just a dog walk away. Marilyn is bringing her father back to Metairie in October, and hopes that it is the last move for him.

Here's what it says to me: see we are worth it. these people have options and talents that can be used elsewhere, but they choose to bring them to this city. We have something that is meaningful for talented people to want.

In return, I say to them, Welcome back and stay focused. You will wonder why you came back at times, you will grow angry at the waste and the incompetence you see, but you will also be recharged and inspired by the grassroots-red-bean-and-rice-on-Mondays, Rock-n-Bowl-on-Thursdays, Frenchman-on-Saturdays culture that says, we live in the most interesting place in America.
Enjoy.

Friday, September 15, 2006

Why America Hates New Orleans, and we don't care

excerpted from Do You Know What It Means To Miss New Orleans anthology:
available at many bookstores and online sites.
CW Cannon author


Consider these four social features: 1) public habitation of the public space, 2) anti-Puritanism, 3) a "slow-brewed" lifestyle and 4) our Creolized culture.

These four areas of uniqueness cause outsiders to fear and loathe us, because they fundamentally challenge mainstream America in uncomfortable ways.

"Public habitation of the public space" means, among other things, that New Orleanians use the streets for purposes other than driving, and this is something many Americans, in this age of privatization of public resources and social balkanization, fail to see the value in. Why would the city allow a parade to hold up traffic, not just during Carnival, but on any given Sunday during the long second-line season? And year-round, people lounge on their stoops, chat it up with everybody in the grocery store, and crowd the sidewalks outside bars, cafes and grandma's house.

Anti-Puritanism may be the local feature most despised by Americans who call themselves social conservatives. While many New Orleanians distance themselves from the wilder antics perpetrated on Bourbon Street by out-of-town teens, the fact is, we tolerate it with a condescending smirk, rather than bust them all for "indecency," as the latter-day Puritans would have us do. And, as the Krewe du Vieux parade makes crystal clear, we can be pretty raunchy ourselves (albeit more creatively). Even more of an outrage to the American fundamentalist hordes is the tolerance that we've historically afforded for gay lifestyles, out and open in our streets.

To "keep it slow-brewed" means stubbornly to persist in our Mediterranean approach to prioritizing work and leisure. In an era where, as Bill Clinton used to point out, more and more Americans are working longer hours for less money, I'm more convinced than ever that knocking off work early to spend time with family, friends, community (or to rebuild your house) is a more healthful way to live than the mainstream American model of spending hours in traffic to put in more hours working for the shareholders.

Finally, I celebrate our Creolized heritage, the most controversial and least understood dimension of social life in New Orleans. The word on the American street seems now to be that New Orleans is severely segregated and a place of deep racial divisions. While we can't ignore the long and painful history of racial oppression in New Orleans, a moment's glance at almost anywhere else in America will show that the stone-throwers probably ought to clean their own houses first. Further, an honest appraisal of the history of racial interaction in the city should also give credit where credit is due: New Orleans, home of the "whitest black people and the blackest white people in America," as the old expression has it, offers to the world America's most striking blend of European and African cultural influences.

be victorious; eat locally.

Water on Hagan



water on my street in New Orleans on August 24, 2006, 359 days after the levee breaks. No, water was not still there, this was just another day in the life of my underserved neighborhood. Just a very rainy day that left 1-2 feet of water in the street for 2 1/2 hours.

WAYS OF BODHISATTVA BEING

Distilled from the Sublime Nectar of the 37 Bodhisattva Practices
Based on the text by Ngulchu Thogma Zangpo

Hear, ponder & meditate on Dharma.
Give up attachment, aversion & ignorance.
Seek solitude.
Abandon attachment to this life.
Abandon harmful companions.
Cherish spiritual friends.
Take refuge in Buddha, Dharma & Sangha.
Do no negative deeds.
Strive for liberation.
Generate bodhicitta.
Exchange self for others.
Give freely to those who covet & steal from you.
When persecuted, take all fault as your own.
Think & speak lovingly of your slanderers.
Perceive as spiritual friends those who expose your faults.
Cherish those who see you as an enemy.
Honor those who show you contempt.
Without discouragement, take all suffering as your own.
Be unconceited though blessed with worldly fortune.
Subdue your mind with love & compassion.
Immediately abandon attachment to sense pleasures.
Free your mind of subject-object duality.
Seeing pleasing sense objects as unreal, abandon clinging attachment.
View disagreeable circumstances as illusory.
Be generous, selflessly.
Guard ethics regardless of worldly results.
Cultivate patience devoid of hostility.
Be diligent to benefit all.
Cultivate meditative concentration.
Cultivate wisdom.
Examine & abandon your own errors.
Do not speak of others’ faults.
Abandon attachment to gain & respect.
Abandon harsh speech.
With mindfulness, immediately destroy disturbing emotions.
Constantly maintain mindfulness & awareness.
Dedicate all virtue to others.

Lagalou

Lagalou: To Get Things Done With Feeling

By Peter Berg

from www.planetdrum.org (Join as a member!)

© 2006


Inhabitants of the Northern Temperate Zone who return from visits to places nearer the Equator are often more relaxed and open to people and events around them. Passengers on airplanes and boats tend to laugh and use their hands more.. They aren´t as likely to react as though they´ve been personally invaded if someone bumps into them. Even more tolerant of crying babies. It's not just a vacation syndrome since this expansive attitude illuminates business as well as tourist trippers whether from North America, Europe, Russia, China or Japan.



The cliché is that more southerly based people are "warmer" but that´s a superficial explanation. It´s not just the warmer climate either. A deeper emotional level must be involved because many visitors actually suffer some degree of reverse culture shock when they return. They can be chilled and constricted by the society they find athome. It requires a certain amount of adaptation to re-enter. Some even feel a powerful antipathy amounting to actual revulsion and dis-identification. They no longer wish to be associated with the mainstream culture that originally nurtured
them.



Travelers to Mediterranean countries can come back with some degree of at least
temporary transformation, but those who go to less industrially developed places in
South America, Africa, Southeast Asia, or elsewhere are liable to be especially
affected. What is the basis for this condition that can threaten previously held values
to the point of wanting to discard them? Does it have significance for societies in
general?



Keeping to just the sentimental level of how "welcoming" or "generous" more
southerly people seem to be won´t provide the answers. A more challenging starting
place would be to look at situations that seem to be uncomfortably different.



For six years I have done ecology work in Ecuador that involves a lot of moving around from place to place. It´s made me acutely aware of the strong physical contrast in roads. Riding in a vehicle there inevitably involves sensing the road surface along the way. Potholes or missing sections, bad repairs with dissimilar materials, cracks, bumps, mud, gravel, dust, rocks ...are continually communicated up from the wheels. Holding on to
something or several different parts of a vehicle simultaneously to avoid smashing
into the roof or dashboard is more often than not an essential part of the ride.
Bouncing around on the seat causes the scenery of bright green tropical forest or
fields of evenly planted banana trees and tall groves of leaning bamboo to jump as
though filmed through a handheld camera while running. Worn springs cause body
jolting that is greater than a traveler from outside may have ever experienced. A
bone-rattling trip in a near terminal condition vintage Land Rover from Quito to a
fantastic remote cloud forest reserva with leafy room-like spaces holding pink and
purple orchids and multitudes of air plants was also unforgettable as a series of
crescendoing mountain road impacts.



Smooth asphalt that is taken for granted in most of the U.S. presents an opposite
experience, really a non-experience. Drivers steer with one hand holding a cup of hot
coffee or a cell phone, even writing in a note pad, with little regard for the tame
surface beneath them. A sensation of the actual road is an unusual and intrusive
event. Roadness simply isn't felt. The street outside my house in San Francisco was
torn up and repaved repeatedly in a frenzy of maintenance over the last year by
invading armies of yellow clanging metal-treaded machines and blank-range firing
jackhammers. Each separate addition of water mains or gas lines or new curbs
required tearing up and then carefully restoring pristinely smooth pavement.



This very non-feel of what´s under the wheels that begins for me upon riding to my house from the San Francisco airport has become through absence of sensation an immediate reminder of huge differences in other expectations. It represents a gaping disparity in services that also exists with electricity, water, telephones, street lights, internet, supplies on store shelves, deliveries ... a list that can easily become much longer. In most places in Ecuador they are liable to be frequently interrupted for fairly long periods.



"Infrastructure" is the common term for the collection of amenities that makes things
function easily. It´s a strictly functional word that over-simplifies what is actually
involved. Those enabling functions such as electricity, piped water and roads
represent a significant part of the labor and expense of living in societies that
maintain them. A great percentage of the human work performed and money paid
goes for them, much greater than their users realize. Vast amounts of salaries, taxes,
tolls, fees, and other charges need to continually pour out like new asphalt. At least a
quarter and often more of an average person's salary—a minimum of one week of a
month's work—pays the bills involved.



To command such enormous outlays of labor and cash there has to be a strong social
agreement about the intention to continue using infrastructures and a need for them to
be constantly operational. People must believe that there are many things that simply
cannot be done without them. This is the underlying factor in panic about "peak oil"
that views the future without petroleum as catastrophic. Infrastructures are not just
functional entities to make a car trip smoother or start a stove burner or access a web
site (all heavily dependent on fossil fuel products). They actually represent powerful
foundational social beliefs, intentions and priorities.



In Ecuador the playing out of social beliefs, intentions and priorities has a different emphasis. Some of the principal considerations are also startlingly different. Things get done but the society is able to manage without industrial style infrastructures. For lack of an existing term to describe this I offer "lagalou". Think of music that helps to move muscles in a complex dance. Ecuadorian society moves along on lagalou.



Families of relatives are extremely important to Ecuadorians. They may be more
important than anything else. One's family is large and can number at least hundreds
of members. Seeing the same eyes or nose or mouth shape shared by dozens of
people can be disconcerting. It is true that there are generally more children per
household making more sisters and brothers, but that isn't the main reason for the
vastly larger size. It is who is included. All grandparents and great- grandparents have high positions of course, but their siblings and more distant relations are also
counted. First uncles and aunts are usually as close as mothers and fathers, and all of the members of the families of their mates are added in. Cousins of any degree may
be as close as brothers and sisters. All of the relatives from both the mother and
father's sides are part of the total. It isn't unusual for someone to catch a name in a conversation and interject, "Did you say Velez? Is that the family of Carlos Velez?
We're related. His uncle is married to my grandmother's cousin."



Families have ultimate lagalou in Ecuador. An extensive family not only provides a
large share of one's comfort and stability, companions and entertainment, assistance
and opportunities, it also gives many otherwise for-pay services. It can feed you and
lend money. It gives you a place to stay and for that reason may also determine where
you travel. If something is needed either to borrow or purchase it commonly first
involves searching among members of the family. It finds mates, jobs, connections,
government positions, and practically anything else. The family has continuing and
over-arching presence. Workers often miss days on a job to help out when family
members become sick. When I told someone that I, as many people in the US, only
had a few close relatives it was taken as though a plague must have destroyed the
rest. I received a genuinely pitying look and was told, "I feel sorry for you." A
memorable symbol of how deep the blood of family relations runs came after a woman
graduated from a university and at a party in her honor was presented with a framed
"diploma" stating her family as the awarding institution. The family wasn't going to
be left out of her matriculation. She keeps it on the wall alongside the official
document.



In comparison, life in industrially developed countries is much more self- contained.
People think of themselves as primarily private individuals and anxiously guard their
personal spaces and lives. Consequently they are completely dependent on supporting
services, and often pay exorbitantly for necessities that are commonly given free of
charge in a society with lagalou.



This isn´t a description of a romantic tropical paradise, and Ecuadorians aren´t
uncritical of the conditions in their country. It only has thirteen million people but
migration to Spain alone has been close to half a million in the last ten or so years
and continues at a high rate. The standard of living ranks in about the middle for all
nations on the planet and the reality of that statistic means that money is in painfully
short supply. (An example of the literal truth of this is when small stores and
restaurants often send someone to another commercial establishment to make change
for a customer's paper note used to pay the bill.) People don't enjoy losing electric
power, water cut-offs, road closures, missing deliveries, short store supplies, bad
roads, or other breakdowns.



When interruptions occur, however, there is less complaining and things continue
with surprising ease. Few commercial establishments are so dependent on
infrastructures that they have to close down. Lagalou takes over. Pre- modern cultural
practices survive just beneath the surface and they re-emerge quickly with little
anxiety. Candles shine from windows in all of the nearby houses when electricity is
cut off. If water stops coming out of the pipes an elaborate alternative system takes
over. Most homes and businesses have large portable water containers on hand that
can be filled at wells. There are cisterns built into the basements of many houses that
can be recharged by water trucks. Buckets appear beside sinks and in bathrooms to
transport water for washing dishes and flushing toilets. Conservation measures such
as soaping up with the faucet off and watering plants with leftover rinse water
automatically come into play.



Another main source of lagalou is the fact that there are two active economic
systems. Money is the basis for only one of them. The other is non- monetary, a kind
of lending and borrowing of goods and services. Family membership may be
involved but usually many circles of friends are included as well. Typically it works
like this. Most city people know or are related to someone in the countryside. When
there is a shortage of money those country connections are visited to augment
supplies of food. City people commonly take buses to travel to the country and
perhaps help out on a farm, returning with various amounts of produce that can
include live chickens, meat, eggs, cheese, vegetables, fruit, and so forth.



When country people come to the city to sell their produce or buy equipment they
can stay with friends or relatives. Some member or other of the households involved
may make trips as often as every week. The whole complex exchange can be
accomplished without using any money except for remarkably low bus fares. People
in the countryside have local arrangements among themselves for trading equipment,
labor and supplies by helping with harvests, borrowing pack animals and machinery,
joining construction projects, and many others. In a similar way city people may trade
health care for house repairs, and so forth.



In industrially developed countries where people lead more isolated lives, the
exchange of money is required for almost all economic functions. When things are
desired that are beyond a person's means they are acquired through credit, and when
money is low it is owed or borrowed.



Lagalou is more than just getting things done. Everything that lagalou does is done
with feeling. Let´s return to the less than comfortable example of experiencing the
road surface. There´s more to be felt than just jolts and shakes by the rows of
passengers holding babies, sacks of fruit, live chickens, bottles of honey, and
mysterious cartons tied with rope. Buses and trucks are much more prevalent than in
more developed places where private automobiles outnumber other forms of
transportation. Buses are extremely cheap, and convivial. On-board Latin dance
music is usually playing. Fellow passengers are helpful with directions. Private
vehicles (both cars and trucks) usually transport more than one person unlike the
pattern in more developed countries. Because the passengers are relatives, friends, or
grateful strangers there is amiable conversation during the ride. Self- _expression is
inevitable. Hands wave as voices rise and laughter erupts. Revelations take place.
Valuable information is exchanged, and business takes place. A ride is seldom just
accomplishing travel to a destination. Because the trip has lagalou you feel the other
passengers along with the road.



Lagalou also operates in the most common forms of trade. Marketplaces are hugely
interactive and feature unusual products and services (haircuts and shoes along with
vegetables). More foods are raw rather than processed and their quality is evident to
the eye and nose. Fresh produce and fish comes from open stalls rather than coolers
with week-old goods. There are different prices for the same item from one stall to
the other, haggling thrives, and deals are made. Even individual shops away from the
main markets usually have some of these same characteristics, and vendors pedal
carts full of vegetables, strings of crabs, baked goods, toiletries, and other necessities
through neighborhood streets.



The difference between lagalou and purely functional infrastructures is inestimable.
Infrastructures are efficient but alienating and inner-directed, like the sound of a
recorded voice instead of a real person. Lagalou is assimilating and outer- directed,
always involving other people and their lives.



It seems obvious that it is desirable to have the kind of advantages that families and
alternative economies possess, and not abandon them for the imagined benefits of
more efficient but impersonal enabling and facilitating services. But is this realistic?
Northern Temperate Zoners usually imagine that Equator dwellers would readily
imitate their model if they could and that only economic disadvantages keep them in
lagalou.



That´s an opinion that may be based more on what has been lost in industrialized
societies than what is still cherished in those that function with lagalou. Families
have shrunk to a minor role. Money and credit are essential. Trade is strictly cash and
carry.
A re-creation of extended familial relationships in another form would be needed to
restore lagalou, and exchanges of goods and services would need a different
foundation. There is a hint of this in "tribes" of friends that support each other.
Mutual childcare groups, living cooperatives and eco-villages also come to mind.
Joining barter clubs, using local currencies, and patronizing worker-owned
collectives or consumer supported farms can substitute for some cash-only
transactions. A greater devotion to restoring natural ecosystems and other features in places closeby to where people live is an undoubtedly helpful practice for overall sustainability. Increasingly expensive energy supplies in fossil fuel dependent societies may accelerate these and other beneficial changes much faster than can be presently
imagined.

The most important element is feeling and for that there are only rare examples at
this point in what must be seen as the over-industrialized Northern Temperate Zone.
For exposure to true lagalou one has to go closer to the Equator where it is still the
music that moves bodies in a dance that gets things done.